In loving memory of Ayaka

It will be your birthday again soon.  How fast time flies.

I talk to you sometimes, in my head, when I have no one to talk to. I think about one of the last few times we ate ice cream together at B&J Raffles City alot, where you made a silly face to let me take  a picture of you for my phone’s contact photo. Where you listened to my confession of yet another mistake I made.

I miss you. I miss our silly girl talk in the gym after showering.

Everything seems to be going wrong lately. Do you know?

I had a horrible nightmare last night. I was sick with fright that I might have lost someone else when i woke up this morning.